Helpless
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Every year, Selvacava holds Sagra Laina E Ceci, a festival in which people from the town and nearby come together to eat and drink the local food and wine of the region. A band plays all kinds of music and everyone dances throughout the night, it's lovely.
Years ago during one of the festas - I must have been about ten-ish, maybe younger - a Latin pop tune came on which I instantly fell in love with. At the time there was no Shazam or anything like that so I could only stand there and listen to it. I never got to know the name of the song.
Yearsss went by, yearssssssss and I could still never find this song. Anyway one night when I was up in Liverpool working in some pub, I was doing a bit of waitering, carrying some drinks over and all of a sudden I heard the song being played through the sound system.
I knew the manager put a playlist on every night so immediately I put the drinks down and bolted downstairs to the office to find out what the song was because there was no way I was going through another ten years not knowing what this bloody song was. I caught him just in time and he told me.
Next week I was fired. But it was fucking worth it!!
The 2nd side of this album kind of takes you through a night of the festa and in 'Helpless' I wanted to create a Latin sound similar to the one I heard as a kid.
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lyrics
As I try to bear the weight of my emotions
Moonlight skies are burning and her eyes are so blue
I wake up in the night
There’s a stranger in my mind
If I sin inside my dreams
Does it make me mean?
Oh, how I made you cry
And I lie with the shame
‘Cause I made you pay
Whatever you want
Whatever you do
I’m helpless for you
These soft summer nights
I spend all my life
Surrounded by you
I wish with all my heart
That I could tell my dreams apart
So I’d know which one was true
At Lorenzo's there's a band
Where the matadors all sway
I risk it all to chance
And take you in my arms
But behind you there's a face
Oh darling, was that you?
My darling, do you see it too?
Whatever you want
Whatever you do
I’m helpless for you
I escape up to the skies
But, oh, the songbird cry It reminds me of you
These secrets of my soul
I can’t tame them anymore
Please forgive me, my dear
It’s beyond my control
I find it oh so strange
It’s funny what we do
It’s like a game
We play until we lose
Find someone who is lost
Somebody just like you
To share your loneliness
So they're not lonely too
The weight, the weight, the weight, the weight of my emotions Moonlight skies are burning and her eyes are so blue
I'm helpless for you
credits
released April 2, 2021
LAPP: Vocals
Tom Willmott: Acoustic / Nylon / Electric Guitars, Ukelele
Sam Weston: Double Bass
Matt Scarterfield: Trumpets
Ross Gordon: Percussion
Written, produced and mixed by LAPP
Mastered by Andy Fernihough
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